its been a long long time since im updating here, but now with a new laptop
i think i will use this as offhand diary bahs
my emotions are not hundred percent happy these few days
its hundred percent sad
i guess that mostly people will think very well of me, of my past.
but in fact, ive done some most terrible things
in actual fact, darling was arguing over this issue to me.
he has been obessed with every single things i do, every single mistakes ive make, and track EVERYTHING
even though i love him, i dont like it this way though.
i want to smack away this pair of annonying watchful eyes!
and he claims that he doesn't want it this way, but he is happy this way?!?!?!
WTH right!?!?!!?
sighx 1000000000 times
i love him, more thn anything else in this world, and im nt shameful to admit that
i want him to marry me, go through everything with me.
will things turn for the better?
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Monday, December 1, 2008
growing mature
Its been quite some time since ive blogged.
Really a very long time.
I think this is what happen to everyone when u found the love of your life, you're just so absorbed in it that u neglect your family, your circle of friends, or even work/school.
Im this kind of girls, who easily get carried away by things.
Now im working full time in united talent, managing with admin work and telemarketing.
It s a good job, i think.
Able to go work with hubby and go home with him. Its a very fortunate thing to do.
I think im getting just so used and comfortable with him, he has beomce the number one in my life.
End of the year, usually a time to do our reflection and stuff.
I guess the most major decision i have to make this yr, is to enrol into MDIS as a private candidate taking night classes, and staying on my job permanently.
i dont know whether this will be the wisest choice, or the correct way to alter my own life. but at least im happy with my choice.
I cnat help but to admit, i miss photoshooting.
I guess i need to admit im a natural in front of camera, but due to certain factors, ive to abandon it.
anyway it cant feed me forever. i rather have a stable paying job.
this is all for today, :) i'll be posting up my photoshoot for tokyopink.per.sg in the next post. please support :D
P.S. ANYWAY if u find my banner an eyesore or smth, Please EXIT my blog :) thank you.
Really a very long time.
I think this is what happen to everyone when u found the love of your life, you're just so absorbed in it that u neglect your family, your circle of friends, or even work/school.
Im this kind of girls, who easily get carried away by things.
Now im working full time in united talent, managing with admin work and telemarketing.
It s a good job, i think.
Able to go work with hubby and go home with him. Its a very fortunate thing to do.
I think im getting just so used and comfortable with him, he has beomce the number one in my life.
End of the year, usually a time to do our reflection and stuff.
I guess the most major decision i have to make this yr, is to enrol into MDIS as a private candidate taking night classes, and staying on my job permanently.
i dont know whether this will be the wisest choice, or the correct way to alter my own life. but at least im happy with my choice.
I cnat help but to admit, i miss photoshooting.
I guess i need to admit im a natural in front of camera, but due to certain factors, ive to abandon it.
anyway it cant feed me forever. i rather have a stable paying job.
this is all for today, :) i'll be posting up my photoshoot for tokyopink.per.sg in the next post. please support :D
P.S. ANYWAY if u find my banner an eyesore or smth, Please EXIT my blog :) thank you.
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