growing mature

Its been quite some time since ive blogged.
Really a very long time.
I think this is what happen to everyone when u found the love of your life, you're just so absorbed in it that u neglect your family, your circle of friends, or even work/school.
Im this kind of girls, who easily get carried away by things.




Now im working full time in united talent, managing with admin work and telemarketing.
It s a good job, i think.
Able to go work with hubby and go home with him. Its a very fortunate thing to do.
I think im getting just so used and comfortable with him, he has beomce the number one in my life.




End of the year, usually a time to do our reflection and stuff.
I guess the most major decision i have to make this yr, is to enrol into MDIS as a private candidate taking night classes, and staying on my job permanently.
i dont know whether this will be the wisest choice, or the correct way to alter my own life. but at least im happy with my choice.





I cnat help but to admit, i miss photoshooting.
I guess i need to admit im a natural in front of camera, but due to certain factors, ive to abandon it.
anyway it cant feed me forever. i rather have a stable paying job.









this is all for today, :) i'll be posting up my photoshoot for tokyopink.per.sg in the next post. please support :D





P.S. ANYWAY if u find my banner an eyesore or smth, Please EXIT my blog :) thank you.

credtits to montoyasg! hahas

have a shoot on sunday at the botanice garden

WARNING TO ALL, neevr try going there for an excursion your leg will be aching like hell man!

next up will be my singin session with GOHYINGSI and

mother's day! :)

ok i promise i will really blog tml! got tons of photos! please come back all of you ok? :) pretty pls! hahas. :)

ugly faces :)

without make up :)

going crazy at train

my lover in friendship, wendy khoo :)

hahas, our standard pose :)

Well, im going to drawl long on one post today :)

and that is,........

RELATIONSHIPS :)

relationships revolves around everyone's lives :) be it with your kins, your loves one, your friends, your colleagues, and even your beloved pets!

and dealing with realsions, need a lot of love, care, sensitiveness, and communication.

Isn't it?

Lets talked about our kins in the family first.

all the teenagers nowadays, lets reflect, when's the last time u told someone in your family that u love them?

when was the last time u console them when they are sad? or even a good morning or goodnight greeting?

even worse, do u even talk to them?

Don't u realise, everytimes, come what mays, the first thought is to turn to your friends for help? u rather cry to them, asked for their comfort, when u presumed your parents, cousion, siblings, WILL NEVER EVER UNDERSTAND. isn't it?

thats what i do too, sometimes.

But let us think back, when there is no one to help us anymore, when the whole world turns against you.

who will be there? your parents at the very least,

it wont be your so called "brother" nor "sister"

because there will be a limit when they cannot help, isn't it?

SO lets all say a little bit of appreciation to our family, ok? :)

but of course, we cant forget our friends, the ones who have been ard to accompany us, have fun times tgt, and a strong r/s that will neevr be pulled apart.

like me and wendy :)

we do everything tgt! hahs, every stupid single things :)

even though, they will be fights, over the smallest zits of things. but after screaming things over, everything will resolve.

both of us made mistakes, like how can she be late for two hours plus, but i did that to her before too! :)

we tolerate, and we learn to overlook the ugly sides of each of us :) lalala~

CONTINUATION LATER ON~~

davidkow's photography

i swear he's a superb photographer :)

trooped down to tanjong beach on labour day's to test his IR modified camera, and the photos turn out just great! even though i look more on the scary side :)

i cant help but fall in love with good photos, dont you :)

EJUN's 100 expressions grp shot with wendy :)

yijun is so damn cool can :) he's a magician, know cards tricks and can make himself float! im hell impressed!

had a fun time in his studio, both wendy and me, considering whther to join his hair project, haha!

well, the more u hate it , the more i want to put it :) and now its on my blog banner :) hahas.

Someone step on my tail, and now its time for retaliation, isn't it? :)

ok, now for the happier side of news, school is ok, shoots are ok too.

im signing up a permanent hip hop course with 5678, and quitting my pole dance with Kaykay ( leg hell hurts from climbing )

and im tuitioning more ppl now :) hahas, for english and chinese

the aunties real good, keep on recommending me tutees :D

and and, 10 more days with uncle being back! :) hip hip hooray :)

caught up with long time no contact ppl, like yongque, xuan hong, jiasheng, and stuffs

Lonely in my world

Its one of those days, when you are alone in your room, and you start feeling sort of lonely, dont you?





That stupid guy, is only coming back on the may/june,
and i cried hearing this, i cant helped it
even though i dont know how much i need to do,
or even so how much i do wont salvage things,
im still yearning for that lil' piece of love back again
Unlce, come back soon, will you?








Today woked up early, and went to make up and stuffs, and rush to bukit timah for my first shoot of the day,
luck was not on my side, and i waited for twenty whole minutes for a taxi,
and so, i arrived late:)
but the photog was good and nice, ( well, although smth happen later on which make me so horrified )
and so i end the shoot safe and sound.






Next cabbed to orchard to meet victor, for BRUNCH! :)
he was nice to accompnay to eat yoshinoya, even though he loathe it :)
and so much for the nice weather earlier in the morning, it started to POUR, D:
well, so both of us were stuck in taka, until the rain cease to a drizzle.








What comes my, may not my.
The flea market was off? ( no idea )
so instead i bought three shiny bikinis of pink, gold and white :DD
and two new bras, so cute!













and off we go, to one of singapore's famous hot spot, the botanic garden for photoshoot :)
hmmm, it was not bad overall even though I ALMOST FELL FOR UPMOST TIMES, GOT BIT BY ANTS AND MOSQUITIOS, SUFFERED THE TORTURE OF HEAT, THE CHORE OF WALKING ON MY 4.5 INCH OF HEELS, i survived :) with extremely good photos with victor :)








SO in the end, victor was nice enough to send me home, and i nath and ate one drumstick, and yak yak on phone, so a post before i go to sleep ya :)







good luck to me on my shot tml, with the big neh neh model, FIDELIS :)
goodnight :)

Come closer to me, dance with me in the moonlight :)








oh my god! i keep on promising alot of ppl that i'll update SOON! but i guess that is sooo never going to happen, oh well at least most f you can see my TEMPLATE :) laughs, a song that i am so deeply in love with

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心
不悔我却为我爱的人
甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝
痴情的包围 :)



a super oldies song, but who cares :) its just something i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Well, ive been like having droopy eyes, full face of zits, and insufficient sleep whenever school starts for me!



CAN I GROW UP FASTER PLEASE!
laughs, and i look horrendously ugly in sch uniform, really VERY VERY UGLY! like a ugly bitch as my classmates would have quoted :)
sighs, going to tuition in half an hour's time!







looking forwad to the shoots on sat and sunday :) shoots takes my mind off :)





i went to the shop he was working @ but he is not there anymore D:
i dont know why, but ive been finding for you.
will i be able to?

NEW blog :)



we broke up, so now i dont call him darling.
i call him uncle :)



i dont miss him, but i think im too used to him