haha! i think the photographer is going to kill me for posting this up!!


anyway, im a cancerian.
so normally i get more emotional and depressed easily.
like what my ex-bf says i always get too carried away by how i feel, and neglect every other stuff!!

but not work.
no matter how messed up i am deep within, how traumatise, i still work, even if that means skipping school, skipping meals and not sleeping at all.
thats why lots of people comments say i got good working attitude because once i work i put in alot of effort.


hence as everybosy understands,
last week of life has been hell on me.

i neglected my room, i neglected my meals, and i neglected my school, my health, my sleep and so on.

but i was still working.
rushing down to pub, rushing to photoshoots and events.
just that im not functioning properly for other stuffs!

now im determined to get myself back on track.


Things to do:

1. Clean up my room!!!

2. Buy a super single bedframe and mattress and dressing table ( my room is too clustered because ive thrown in another wardrobe, hence throwing away the king size bed )

3. GYM and SWIM regularly! ( need to slim down and tone up for hankook's fitting in aug )

3. Facial and masks regularly

5.Donate the old dresses!

6. Start planning for my boutiques!


i guess anyone close to me will know.
its not my dream to become super model or some high salary sales consultant.

my interest lies in clothes.
and ive been dreaming of opening boutiques.
but economics is bad this year.
so probably wait another year while i continue saving up and further my studies!

my mum keep on ask me to take up beauty courses .
but ive absolutely zero interest in these areas D:



ZHENG XIAOTING , dont give up now!!!
continue to strive and work hard ok :)
stop feeling tired and depress about life!