halloweeeeeen!!

me and esther aka ice angel :)

byebye brown hair

Sometines i really think im superwoman.

i haven slept for more than 24hrs but i insist to update my blog first before knocking off!!

see how much i love you guys :)

no one step to super make overrrrrr.

my hair is now BLACK!!!!!

lols, wait in anticipation for my next update about halloween and my black hair :)

overdue asia auto slaon self take photos and you, thomas.

overdue asia auto salon photos from my hp.

image not clear =/

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i cant stand it anymore D:

think i dont want go overseas le.

so hard to tolerate five days without you D:

but on second thoughts, you are coming back tml :)))))

与幸福有关 to lawrence

与幸福有关

我还记得你温柔的双眼
第一句我爱你多么的甜
幸福的瞬间我们都曾相信会是永远

你决定转身离开的那天
曾属于我们的约定化成了碎片
那幸福的瞬间
多么不舍得也要说再见

那幸福的瞬间
忽然被划上了句点
相信等待奇迹就会出现
相信不放弃会到终点
可是我们之间已分隔两道爱的平行线


this part of lyrics dedicate to lawrence tia.
lols, that day you mention i haven mention you in a long time.
because i had successfully forgot the love i had for you.

What i had with you , no one could ever replace it.
because of you i realised how much i could sacrifice for the one i love.
because of you i realise how ugly fights can be beautiful.
because of you i realised i could give up my dignity my pride my everything for love.

and because of you now ive changed.
ive grown.
stronger than ever.

and because of you. i learnt to appreciate love around me.

still rmb how happy we were? even though we dont have lots of money to spare.
but we share everything.

i forgot those times without money.

yes u gave me a push to motivate myself to work harder.
i shall confess now.
im so successful now because i want to earn more than you.
i want to be more successful than you.

that you regreted leaving my side.

did you? the answer doesn't matter anymore.

because im not the girl waiting for you to come back anymore.

you've moved on. i moved on too.

even though sometimes i think of you.

but i know my mr right is somewhere else waiting for me :)

p.s. till now. you're still the guy i loved most.

but i hope someone can replace you :)

missing babay

AHHHH~ with him going overseas suddenly i feel very very very empty D:

No one to call me at about 4 plus in the afternoon to wake up from my nap.
No one to disturb at midnight.

MY timetable has been adjusted to suit him.
and now feel so alone at home , unable to sleep D:

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

从现在开始你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我，答应我的每一件事情都要做到，对我讲的每一句话都要真心；不许欺负我，骂我，要 相信我，别人欺负我你要在第一时间出来帮我；我开心呢，你就要陪着我开心，我不开心呢，你就要哄我开心；永远都要觉得我是最漂亮 的，梦里面也要见到我，在你的心里只有我。

this is what he left in my FB's page.
i confirmed plus chop chop that he dont understand a word of it! hahas.

oh well, but i still think its sweet.


P.S NO HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND :)

sometimes things just take unexpected turns

SOmetimes things that u dont expect to happen, happens.

be brave my girl, i'll be here for you :)

emotional

me and tingyi outside amber :))

me and peiling ( amber's waitress).

anyway amber is hiring part-time waitress now.

Paying $10- $13 per hr.

Please send a full face photo and full body photo.

Name and ic number.

and work experience to jvnne@live.com

thank you.

tingyi, wanzhuo and me!

me and aunty before she left for china:)

i love this bun bun hairstyle:)

sorry to traumatise u with my naked face again :DD

Have been pretty much emotional lately.

" I once had it. I never treasure it. Then i lost it. Now i never get it back.."

what is it? it was lost happiness.

happiness that i have now, but different .

Thinking about how realistic every human body is.

How judgemental we are, how we are quick to criticise but not to praise.

As the time improves, we expect more.

When was the last time u exclaims satisfaction from a simple bowl of porridge or sincerely praise someone from the bottom of your heart?

i think we are just too fortunate.

people always says im too lucky.

If i was stripped off my looks, of my intellect, everything of me will be different.

i dont disagree but i work hard of what i am now.

just a jumble of thoughts mixed together. hmmmmmm

photos from the hankook girls fashion shoot :)

randoms post jumble tgt :)

yeah ken is going to see this photo and say!

u see your dark eye bag!
lols, naked naked naked face. love my naked face :)

showing off that i can go out and scare people with my pale face and dark eye ring :)

with proper makeup :)

some people love me with make up. some people hates me with make up.

i can never please everyone D:

what do u think? :)

which side of me looks prettier?

hi everybody!!! did u missed me? laughs. i took a total of one hour to upload all these photos ok! today i sooooo going to be a long long post that i owed u all! :)

anyway im fine, thank you very much.
just that my biological clock has converted to owlrism.
hence im alseep by the dawn and awake by the night D:
trying to convert back, tralallalaalalalla

the strawberry pink pink cake that i miss school to bake for thomas's bday!

and dabian he didnt finish it lo DDD:

though i will say its not very nice. lols.
lost the skill liao


i bought 2 trays of shot that day, and in the end.......

me and wanzhuo half drunk and poor poor junying must hold on to both of us. thanks pretty babe :)

me and pretty wendy in toilet before drink drank drunk :D

pretty junying who do fabulous nails!!!

ok, so this is the afterscene where me and her are drunk!

ive been meeting this babe almost everyday and i love her to bits >.<

harsh flash. like the reality.

other day with naked face to clarke quay's TCC to makan with wanzhuo.

our fav. dining restaurant :)

everytime we eat confrom plus chop bills runs up to $100 one!!

very hard to feed both of us :) lols.

yeah thats our food :)

adrian and ugaesh in class.

totally absorbed in CS :)

managed to divert adrian's attention to take a photo with me :)

scare u with my naked face again :)

very very lazy to put make up and go out!

anyway totally addicted to prawning nowadays :)

anyone want join me :) around midnight. lols!

the prawn's pond!

me at peggy in her shop :)

go support her dresses at signify bugis :)

me and wanzhuo inside peggy's shop

inside ritz carlton hotel :)

sumptous simgaporean style breakfast :)

met up with this maryann babe finally!

she took out her extension and cut her hair short!

i wished i got such a small face too so i can carry off such a hip hairstyle :)

her enjoying the sakae buffet.

i really admired her.

after i gave up eating. she still munch away like nobody's business. lols

me :)

me naked face going to school in cab :)

my styleof dressing nowadays :)

ok. hectic lifestyle :)

but happy.

mummy and daddy has been real understanding to me nowadays.

i love you :)

ask and u shall receive

today i learn that happiness comes very easily. :)

i had so many words to say. to you.

so many thoughts stuck on my mind. about you.

so many feelings unexplained. towards you.

so many things to do. with you.

hmmmmm....

Im a workaholic

things happen so fast nowadays that i cant stop but slap myself to remind me that it was not a dream, it was real.

but whatever it is. it happens, and happened.
so girl, learn to embrace whatever may come forth in your way.
and im glad that ive met you. now im just going to keep you by my side. happy.

bday kiss for the special bday boy:)

sexaaaaay back! please ignore my fat arm! hahas, and yes im wearing bra, nu-bra :D which is damn heavy and uncomfortable. therefore not wearing this top ever again! lols.

wanzhuo and me :) my LX3 is good man :) best flash in the world :)

both of us have been clubbing like siaocharbo lately! need a break :) lols.

outdated photos of choco and me at SIN'09 at expo hall :)

me choco and tingyi stuck in toilet before shoot :)

me and choco after exhausting shoot at emerald hill :)

damn hot the weather. im whining like a bimbo throughout the shoot! lols

my poor lens cap which dropped off from my pearls D:

Yeah im a strong girl.

and im obstinate.

and im always asking for more.

thats my character that seperates me from girls of my age.

have to thanks ken again for bringing me there to answer some thoughts in my brain.

and realised i cant use a compass! goddamnit!lols.

and cant wait to get either a sapphire ring/ bracelet!