where are you when i needed you?

Darling, if u are reading this, where are you when i needed you?
You rescued me and make me whole.
Leading me to believe in love again.
You spoilt me like no other, and you promised half of the world to me.
When i feel that im the luckiest girl in the world, you told me you haven even start loving me all.
One day you left. It almost killed me.

But now that you're back, and im strong.
I thought you'll love me more and treasure me more.
But why do i feel you're killing me bits by bits everyday?
i have no idea how long i can hold on, oh darling, i love you so.

Do i leave? Or do i salvage?


我找不到
我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好

我什么都不要
你知不知道
若你懂我
这一秒

我想看到
我在寻找那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠
紧紧守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫


*WHo are u to call me chao ah lian.
i dont smoke,
no piercing,
nor tattoo,
nor do i scold vulgarities,
or have wild colour hair or whatsoever ( nothing against girls with the above, it just that im very angry now )

Am i in wrong to give you that one slap?

When u physically hurt my gf, WHO IS ALSO YOUR BELOVED GIRLFREND.
i detest guys who use force on ladies.

WHO ARE YOU TO HIT US, just because you got a greater strength?
i am not afraid. IF u dare come find me.
This is not the century whereby u can use whole gang of ah bengs to scare me.

You are in the wrong, and im not afraid to report you to police.

If kicking her , hitting her, until she's bruised until she bleed, is correct.

You are mentally unsound.

I tell you it is not the physical hurt u inflict on her.
I was once a victim, but i walked out of that relationship.

But she cant leave you. She refused to.

I had done my part as a gf, im tired to do anything more.

If u dont love her, leave her please.

Stop asking for her forgiveness one moment and beating the shit out of her next alright.