u meant to much to me

im a wreck, a total wreck

i haven been stop crying for the past two hours.
im just so sad, so sad in my life.
i dont know
i really dont want him to leave me
i really dont
but he left, he begged me to be kind hearted and let him leave
will i feel better even only i have his empty shells? yes i think i will
but he will be miserable, very miserable


how can all those sweet nothings become words of arguements?
how can those loveing doring eyes now stare at each other with hate
how can we forgot all those sweer memories with him and only remember the times we argue.
how did we end up like this?



I DONT DESERVE HIM, not at all