growing up?

Surprised to see an update? :)

SO sorry to been missing out of field.
but realised very little people who cared.
but then, i only need the small amount of genuine care and concern.

Have been fiercely independent for sometime now.
Its been along time since ive been doted on. to know that it feels good to be doted on and to be able to trust people completely.

and im appreciative for everything i have now :)

i will not be closing this blog.

but i cant promise updates every single day because they'll be more fulfilling things to do other than spending time in front of computer.