contentment

13.09.09 happy bday wendy koo :D

15.09.09 happy bday mr. A :))

where's the groom?:) lols.

im contented with all i have now:) really.

although life is not as perfect as i want to be, but i accept all these flaws and imperfection.

its the joy of not having it all,

the joy of not wanting it all, and the joy of not doing it all.

im a girl of dreams, and yes, i do believe i can accomplish alot of things.

more than my peers, my parents, and my clients.

i just need to set my mind up to it , and with the right mind, right attitude, right oppprtunites and right time.

things can be DONE.

i believe most of my readers should have this faith too:)

im not usually a preacher, but yeah, i preach to those who i believe in, who i care about.

i always believed that if one person can, i can, AND YOU CAN DO:D

but then, in another way, one can dont yearn to achieve so much in life.

you can ask for a normal job, a normal family, and a normal life.

and some people are happy this way.

different paths and different turnouts,

but each way and turn we want to make always lie in our hand.

no such thing as all this are fated.

bullshit***

even though i admit how much u can achieve and how much opportunites and chances u may be given in life is fated.

but i assure u nothing will come out in your life if u just sit back relax and watch your life get wasted away.

at least try your best:)

at least u know uve tried your best. its always a comfort for me to know im trying my best right now:)

even though im tired.

im tired of running all over singapore very hectic.

not enough of sleep still have to take care of my own body and complexion .

and with workload up till my arms still have to go to school everyday.

but im trying really.

to reach a perfect balance between work and play.

health and beauty

and friends

i may not be carrying the most expensive bag, the best food, the fastest car, the biggest room.

but im contented, really.

with this i woke up everyday with a smile even though ive only slept for two hours.

lols.

if u think im lying about my own schedule. i shall list it out now.

its ungodly 3.48am in the morning.

i got photoshoot at onan rd at 9am-11am in the morn.

school at stirling rd from 12.15am to 6.30pm

after that going to do my nails at toa payoh from 8pm-10pm

and after that i need to come home for a jog, and clear my email and sleep.

thn next morning school at 8.30am-11.30am

need to rush to expo hall by 12.30pm.

change and make up and rehearse.

show will be ending by 10pm.

and for the next consecutive three days 10am-10pm at expo standing for twelve hours with a four inch heel.

plus somemore i reach hme cannot sleep have to clear my email.

and not sure whether i need to rush down amber 21 or not.

and maybe even more photoshoot.

and to take note still got school everyday D:

how to survive?

im not a superwoman, or maybe i am.