bimbo

Ver sorry for the lack of update!
Have been constantly on the go! lols.
MY handphone has been throwing weird tantrums at me.
So, im thinking of getting a new phone.Shall it be Iphone or HTC diamond 2 series?
Any kind souls getting in for me for my birthday. its coming! lols.




Anyway lets talk about all the things i can rmb im doing.
I went ksinging with szeling ( my pri sch mates ) and i bought a BURBERRY wallet on sale.
Like finally, ive been eyeing the wallet jealously whenever i pass it. but cannot think up of a good reason to acquire it.
And it was on ten percent discount, even though that was a pretty lame excuse to bought it, but who cares right, laughs.
I wanted to get a gucci lanyard too, and a burberry bag.
Oh god, aren't i just a bimbo.
ive been trying to boycott these branded stuff for so long.
But i just just cant resist the designs. Sigh.




ANyway like i told Xuanghong today, if i saved up all the money ive spend on books.
I have probably owned a CHANEL bag. laughs.
anyway im here to show off my trouphies. GOOD reads recommended by me!! :D



1. Street kid by judy westwater ( pshycology, fiction )
2. Damaged by kathy glass ( Non-fiction, psychology, A MUST READ! )
3. DOnt tell mummy by Toni maguire
4. The host by stephanie meyer
5. Unbeaten by Kim woodburn
6. Shame by Jasviner sanghere
7. silent sisters by Jenny tomlin
8. Lipstick jungle by candace bushnell
9. four blondes by candace bushnell
10. One fifth avenue by candace bushnell



Given my past characters. kill me i also wont spend over hundreds on books.
but im doing it recently. KIll me.
ANyway im addcited to abused childhood books.
Feels very sad for the little kids. And makes me realised im so so so so fortunate! really! Cathy glass collection is non-fiction. Read it and you'll be horrified such wrongdoings are appiled on a child so young.



School starting tomorrow. Back to school life >.<
ANyway if anyone is interested in buying any watch, please asked me. I got thirty percent discounts! lols.


Waititng for transformers and Up and Ice age three and alot of movies to come out :)




Living blissfully now :)

my head hurts

im having a bad hangover.

Will be back to update tml.

im rushing off to a shoot now.

cant seem to do things properly these days.

Owed people emails, portfolios, and im damn lazy to go down castings.

laughs.

being true to myself

Saying the truth, i DO NOT think, i need any guy to be happy.

Saying the truth, maybe i still missed me, but hell, TIA SENGKEONG does not miss me, so why should i miss him at all?

He's a fucking player.

and im going to say this to ALL LADIES OUT THERE, being really independent to fall in love, means really independent on yourself, whether in financial terms, physical terms or what.

SO, join me today, to be a lady of independent :)

Im planning my next month, to do the things i love and feel for it.

Im going out jogging, playing bball, badminton and tennis.

I'll be out swimming, roller blading and enjoying the dance.

I'll be out clubbing, drinking, swaying my hips to music and singing love of my life.

I'll be myself, doing the things i love, feeling the way i feel, and be happy :)

Im enjoying my life, ARE u game for it? :D

maryann

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MARYANN

I really miss this silly girl of mine.

WHEN ARE WE MEETING UP?

we promised to have indian curry and prata!

laughs.

Anyway, today has been a nice nice day. Went out with Xuanhong to eat POPEYE at singapore flyer. It tastes ok this time round, not as fantastic D: because food served was cold.

Anyway after that walked to marina square to watch ANGEL and DEMONS. it was damn scary uh some scenes. The decomposition of body, burning, gun and blah blah. Scared me half to death.

But it was worth the catch! I rate it 7.5/10. Nicer than Da vinci code anyway :)

Thn afterthat sebastian came at fetch me at marina, we then proceed to HELIPAD. lols, i keep on thinking the age limit is 25years old. dont know how to keng so old. thn in the end, no one checks. lols =.="

well enjoy few hours talking chatting. first time i lost the most in FIVE TEN! oh god! thn was punished to drink. but luckily sebastian helped me with the punishment HAHA.

anyway went home, thn me and sebast was talking on phone, and his car is parked right below my house. thn i was talking and talking, commented i was hungry for prata so he drove me to JALAN KAYU ( claims to have sg's best prata ). But i find its ok, only the curry is spicier and after eating one slice i was too full.

We had a good chat about life, and so now here i am, home sweet home :)

one more rest day and im back to my hectic lifestyle.

goodnight peeps, sweet dreams :)

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thank you

Hey come on, im learning that its history, and history just dont repeat itself.

i wouldn't want World War II to happen again either.

But well, thanks for everyone who have answered my nagging call at midnight.

Listen to my horrible crying,and console me despite the fact that you've consoled me 335904546 billions times ( ok im exaggerating )

For those who told me that i should see a professional, thank you, well im feeling much much more better.

Special dedications:

Thank you maryann, i think i owe my life to you.

no matter whether you're clubbing, or sleeping, you'll answer my call even thought u expects that im crying.

i know when i cried i break you heart. i try not to do it anymore :)

Thank you weicheng, for answering my call too. Im one crying baby :)

and to lots of other people too, thank you.

Someone told me that the only revenge will be that i continue to be strong and live happily.

i think its just so true.

and crying will not break his heart. it'll only break those hearts who cared about me.

Ive finally took out the time to change my banner's photo ( which i need to edit when i received new photos ) and insert some blah blah blahs. lols

but i need to insert comment box, and add in links!

oh my god, im just soooooo lazy!

oh yeah, i need to insert links for advertisement too and create a playlist :)

i will really try to update everyday, so read more about my life yeah?

loves everyone :)

missing me.

to lawrence tia,

missing me.

and even if i cried a thousand tears tonight,
would you come back to me
and even if i walk on water
would you come and see

now i cant stand my life standing by
because even when i miss you.
you're not missing me

and i'll still cry for you
i'll die for you
i cant believe all the words i heard you say
and i still long for you
and i was strong for you
i cant believe you throw it all away.




oh yeah, im missing you.

mensuration

oh sigh, im having insomnia,i cannot sleep!
its not that i woke up early, but i didn't sleep the whole night.
my eyebag is suffering!


Anyway, just want to say i terribly loathe mensuration.
Put aside cramps, lost of appetite and disgusting blood, before two weeks my body will starts to swell, my stomach will start to bloat. I'll look blown up.
its's so ugly. sigh.
my mens is around ten days due, so the signs are coming.
oh god, can i choose to become male for my next life?


i need some sleep! urgent!

addiction

Wo de tian! Im addicted to restaurant city! ive been playing it for more than twenty four hours!
Ohgosh, this is not good.
lols.


Anyway how did everyone celebrate their mother's day?
Bought mummy a bonia's wallet, and coin purse. think she like it
the bag spells A-U-N-T-Y! lols.



Sigh its going to be a long long long one week break.what should i do. hmmmm...
Anyway, discover a super cheap taiwan spree, feel like ordering ten pieces and more clothes.
but i need to save money, sigh.







ZHENG XIAOTING, start jogging tml!
goodnight :)

tralala happy

Im so tralalalala happy :)
finally gets to meet him, even its for a few hours only, im contented already.

There's few things i want to do, and need to do,


Study and make notes everyday during the short holiday break
Send my portfolio over to samsung for the june's IT fair. ( they are paying quite alot! )
and buy more teeeeee shirt!
and rocker's acid jeans
and biker's jacket ( classroom damn cold )
and clean my room
and jog thrice per week
and stop eatinggggg so much!
and take out my contact lens everyday
and stop being so addicted to restaurant city
and sleep at night, not in the morning.
and save moolah!




lols, my life is in quite a mess right now, i hate it.
blah.
i will be strong until u embrace me again.
goodnight :)

sweet memories

Boy, i missed you.


Its funny whenever i cook breakfast for myself, i will think of how he used to make breakfast for me.
How he would nag and nag at me to bath before sleep.
How we would clean my room and his room.
How he used to piggy-back me over the bridge :)
How he makes funny faces and feign silly noises to make me laugh.
How he sang love songs to me.
How we'll sing couple songs tgt.
How he hug me and tells me he'll never let me go.
How we eat supper together late at night.
How we will snatch over a blanket and a bolster.
How he smells to me
How he calls me "ah pui!"
How we had lingering kisses.
How he doted my my younger brother.
How he tolerates all my temper
How he told me im the most beautiful.
How he say we will be forever.


he told me he misses my snores, my funny sleeping positions.
but i misses you more, tons and tons more.



Im here waiting alone, for you to comeback to me.


bring back, oh bring back, oh bring back my boney to me, to me.
bring back, oh bring back, oh bring back my boney to me.

i cant sleep

Its 2.32AM in the morning, and i cant sleep
i really apologise for all the wrong behaviour i have done.
maybe im still too young and immature, but i hope, just hope one day u will accept me back into your embrace again.
I love you, tia sengkeong.

ahhh damn, its middle of the night, and i got alot of things i want to do.
Like i want to tidy up room, its been a hell mess since he left me. sigh
and jog everyday, just want to prove it to him that i can be skinny.
and drink min of six glasses of plain water. i shld really cut down on sweet drinks.
and stop eating so much! sigh, i cant i eat when im stressed up.
and stop taing cab to everywhere.
and stop buying heels.
and stop buying bags.
and start to save moolah
and start to show him more love and concern
and start to apply for i-banking
and start to decide whether i should book the damn chalet or not.




ok, im insane
bye loves.

unconditional love..

What about unconditional love and concern?
What about promises?
What about feelings so true that they pinch me?



You know what?
Im so lonely in my world.


Played with feelings again and again.
Im not a toy.

he erased i retrieved

Thanks for the the surprised this morning!Thanks for coming all the way to send me breakfast!Thanks for chatting with my mum at 4 am in the morning!Thanks for every single effort you put in!Thanks for making me the luckiest guy on earth!Thanks for all the love you gave it to me!Every single thing's you do touches my heart..i dunno what can i do in return..but i'll promise every single second spend with me will be the best moment in your whole life..


我承认我爱上你的美 你的脸和你的眉让我面对自己无法再自恋 我承认我爱上你的美 你让全宇宙失眠让我爱到像流星一样的坠

(-_-''')thats alot of comments from you....lol..but is definately being appreciated..miss every single thing about you.misses & loves

I LOVE YOU =)

Our Love now is just like a marathon ,No matter how fast or long i've run,I can never see the finishing point,Hope it remains tis way forever,So our love will never stop running~=)

so sure i will be crazy over you??hmm..we shall see den,see whether you will succeed not.PS:you look so cute when you're sleeping. =)


Thanks for the breakfast!but please dun sudddenly surprise me by appering out outside my door step!i dun wan you to send breakfast so early in the morning,ur sincerity & effort is being appreciated.thanks darling,enjoy ur 'study day' with her today.loves & misses

HMMM.how exaggerating can you be?why must i not meet you bcoz of how you dress?but if you're wearing a bear costume den maybe i won't be meeting you.other den that nth change the plan.=)

thanks for the pouch,is juz not completed without urs together with mine..see you later darling! =)


最幸福的一对就是你和我我不是老板你也不是富婆平平淡淡的比什么都快乐 =)

sorry, this was all the friendster comments i still see.
he was deleting i think, i cant copy the sweeter ones.
but he is one of the guy i loved most, i really just want to keep the memory.
i was so angry when i heard he deleted and i regret why didnot i copy down it earlier.
its making me tear now, and im later for my shoot already.
but this is definitely more impt than shoot, money or work
damn it.

moved on....

I guess im moving on, and he is moving on.
To be honest to myself, i really kept myself SO SO BUSY until i can forget him.
and i really did not think of him, until i saw him online, or his friendster or facebook account.
thn i will burst out in tears again.
why in tears? because i did not understand how perfectly two loving couples can end up like us. sighhh D:





I did not sleep the whole night @#$*%&$)^
and i got a half day shooting later, oh my gosh, im going to be so dead D:
i miss sg's sunny weather!
what's the point of earning money when i dont spend the money?
the other day i saw this super chio guess bag which costs, $219
i was hesistating whether to buy or not. in the end ive walked away.
my self control on splurging is peaking to the highest, really.
and its not sensible as guess hold numerous sales in one year.
the bag depreciates faster than than anything =.=
but it is so chio! D:




Im reading a non fiction story to keep me entertained suring my sleepless night.
it is CUT by CATHY GLASS. the girl is damn kelian and pitiful.
this book is on sale in borders! go grab it now
considering to buy THE HOST by STEPHANIE MEYER, hmmmm



Accounts test results coming out on monday, hope i will score full points! :D
but i missed two tests on Organisation behaviour, die die.....
i miss school, i miss my classmates, but i dont miss the lectures! lol.
i should be uploading photos in my blog, but i guess im plain lazy.
maybe next post? goodbye :)