mensuration

oh sigh, im having insomnia,i cannot sleep!
its not that i woke up early, but i didn't sleep the whole night.
my eyebag is suffering!


Anyway, just want to say i terribly loathe mensuration.
Put aside cramps, lost of appetite and disgusting blood, before two weeks my body will starts to swell, my stomach will start to bloat. I'll look blown up.
its's so ugly. sigh.
my mens is around ten days due, so the signs are coming.
oh god, can i choose to become male for my next life?


i need some sleep! urgent!