i cant sleep

Its 2.32AM in the morning, and i cant sleep
i really apologise for all the wrong behaviour i have done.
maybe im still too young and immature, but i hope, just hope one day u will accept me back into your embrace again.
I love you, tia sengkeong.

ahhh damn, its middle of the night, and i got alot of things i want to do.
Like i want to tidy up room, its been a hell mess since he left me. sigh
and jog everyday, just want to prove it to him that i can be skinny.
and drink min of six glasses of plain water. i shld really cut down on sweet drinks.
and stop eating so much! sigh, i cant i eat when im stressed up.
and stop taing cab to everywhere.
and stop buying heels.
and stop buying bags.
and start to save moolah
and start to show him more love and concern
and start to apply for i-banking
and start to decide whether i should book the damn chalet or not.




ok, im insane
bye loves.