laptop

Desperately need a laptop!! Prefer SONY VAIO PINK OR iMAC.
Any kind, rich souls? :D

Im a very implusive person.
When i think of stuff, i'll do it straight away. Without any further ado.
Some times when i stop.
I'll think again, if i took a different step, will i be happier?

Anyway, i decided literally to stop EARNING money.
because im tired.
I'll be probably doing some freelance jobs here and there.
but i'll not be working as hard as before.
Probably i'll earn less than one k per month to get by TILL I FINISH MY DAMN SCHOOL!
will i starved to death? laughs.

Anyway, i dont normally shopped.
but when i do, i'll spend over five hundred!
Can u believe it?
laughs.

Went to SaSa and guardian to get woman's necessities.
Stock up on make up and face products.
Thn went on ahead to DAISO to buy cheap thrills!
laughs, i fall in love with everything in daiso!

Got funny flower nice smelling petals.
I bought alot of it!
NOW my room smells like lily, peach and jasmine flavour!
Damn hilarious.
but i love my nice smelling room!


Anyway after eons of years, i decided to be hardworking, and start packing up my clothes!!
Which is alot.
I dont normally shopped for clothes now.
because it's damn difficult to find a good shopping partner.
And i dont indulge myself -- at all!
but i used to spend alot of clothes, therefore the gigantic mess on my floor when i poured everything out of wardrobe and drawers, make me take a sharp breath!

SEBASTIAN AND MARYANN u can safely open my wardrobe doors.
nothing going to fall out now! :)
and everything smells of peach! i like fruity smell, more than flowers or wood. =/


From today onwards i'll stop drinking.
i'll exercise 3 times a week.
i'll drink 8 glasses of PLAIN water.
i'll eat fruits and veggies everyday!
i'll keep my room tidy and clean.
i'll stop sleeping for hours and hours.
i'll stop taking cab! ( unless necessary )
and i'll be a good girlfriend! :D


Thn i'll be a healthy, pretty girl :)


Anyway relationship with my mum and dad gets better and better.
i think its because of the fact that they dont have to keep an eagle eye on everything i do because ive grown up.
Ive stopped making them worry.
I think they know i broke up with my ex-bf, lawrence.
I think they suspect i got a new r/s ( which i dont ok! )


We joke around now :)
bring them out for dinner or cook dinner for them.
I tried to mop and sweep the floor everyday ( I TRY TO! :D )
on weekends , we'll have a massive DA SAO CHU!
We talk for hours.
My life is getting better, i think :)


Though everyday i still continue to go out late and reach hme late.
I think its a bad influence on my sister and brother, but it cant be helped.
Thinking of moving out and renting a place, nearer to my school too.
But it wont be safe on my own living in stranger's house though.
Sigh, HOW?


I know it's kind of hard
To get over someone
And try to start a new
A new relationship
No need to rush cuz you
Have all the time in the world
Right now let's focus on
How we can keep you happy

I can feel it when you hurt
You will never be alone
All those crying days are gone
I'll be here to guide you
Baby I will be right there
And you know I'll always care Ohh Baby

You can call on me
No matter what the situation
I will be there
Put your trust in me
Whenever you need someone
I will always be there

I know it broke your heart
Your love is truly over
He left you sad and lonely
Now you're feeling empty
You've got to realize
He made a big mistake
Leaving you was the worst thing he could ever do

I can feel it when you hurt
You will never be alone
All those crying days are gone
I'll be here to guide you
Baby I will be right there
And you know I will always be right there

Baby listen to me
And girl you will see
That I'm the only one for you
I'll give you what ever you need
You can depend on me
I'll be your friend
I will always be right there, oh

I can feel it when you're hurt Girl, you're never alone
Oh, all those days are gone I will be there
Oh, I will be there
Just to guide you
You're never alone Girl, you know I'll always care

Right there, right there
You don't have to worry
I'm gonna be by your side
Even when times are hard
Just count on me and I will always be there